Maybe at one point, you had things figured out and felt a sense of confidence and control. I'm guessing you don't feel like you have things figured out anymore.
Maybe you followed your dream with glee and naivety. You may be realizing it's a lot harder than you imagined. This brings up doubt, fear, and uncertainty. Beautiful. I want you to know I have been through this, and it's impossible to go at it alone. Please get support, whether that's me or someone else.
Maybe you have a creative calling, yet haven't given yourself permission to explore it. You see others doing things you admire, yet don't believe it could be you. You can't seem to get out of your own way.
The effects are having downstream symptoms. You may be riding an emotional rollercoaster, feeling "I got this" on Monday, only to find yourself curled up in tears on Tuesday.
You may not be having the best connection in your relationships.
Your spiritual life is one of constantly seeking new experiences. You are "searching" yet are never satisfied in your quest.